the art of losing

Sometimes it just feels better to give in
It's alright, i'm okay, i think god can explain
In a perfect world, this could never happen
All we know is distance, we're close and then we run
Thinking of the days spent without you, and there's nothing left to prove
Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?
If you only knew what I went through just to get to you
Brake light glare my blank stare tells what I'm about
I need you to ruin me for this, finally, 'cause it's burying me
And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all