...those little things that you just did are the last time they ever happened?
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
"loh kok insinyur? Gak mau jadi dokter aja gitu?"
"gak. pokoknya mau jadi insinyur"
this post is a whining post.
but first, selamat idul fitri for all who celebrates. Another year has passed, and hopefully still many years to come.
hoke, time to whine.
jadi sebenernya frase "orang indonesia itu ramah" didapet dari mana sih? even things that i consider as common courtesy are not considered normal here, such as holding the door if there's a person right behind, or asking properly when one needs a hand, or saying "please", " thank you" once here or there. ramahnya di mana? sama siapa? di tempat yang banyak orang liat? ke orang yang influenced many people? ke bule? ke atasan? atau kalo lagi butuh aja?
because i, sebagai salah satu bagian dari orang indonesia, ga ngerasa sebagai orang yang ramah, but those common courtesy? selalu diusahain buat dilakuin, tapi most of the times i don't think i've got those "ramah" gestures.
So instead of indonesia orangnya ramah-ramah, bukannya lebih pas kalo ditambah ramah kalo butuh?
Sometimes it just feels better to give in
It's alright, i'm okay, i think god can explain
In a perfect world, this could never happen
All we know is distance, we're close and then we run
Thinking of the days spent without you, and there's nothing left to prove
Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?
If you only knew what I went through just to get to you
Brake light glare my blank stare tells what I'm about
I need you to ruin me for this, finally, 'cause it's burying me
And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all