Like a cup of joe that is diluted with too much water

Those words with strong feelings are what I want to feel

All I want is just for the day to end soon

Hoping tomorrow I'll feel a glimpse of anything

But the cycle is getting old

Only memories that accompany me through

I'm done.



even the moment i clicked new post, i knew this post was never meant to be written.
but i still write it though, just because.
uh huh, another just because.
not that i dont have any reason for anything, it's just shaping it to something verbal is too hard.
and i still have huge doubt whether anyone really wanna know.

not even you.
you were, and are, too good to be true.

i dont deserve this.
i dont deserve you.